Wednesday, April 6, 2011

i thought i was smooooth sailing....

The fifth year is a big deal to a cancer survivor.  Its the time when you go from having a follow-up every 6 months (or every year, for some)...to being in the clear.  Your chance of "survival", or no re-occurance, or just having a normal-no-going-to-the-hospital-and-having-to-say-imafreakingcancerpatient....you are supposed to be wrapping it up the 5th year.

My fifth year isn't looking like that.  I seem to have had an unusual situation, where the 4 years following surgery were sweet and now....not so sweet.

im pissed.
the reasons that bother me are so bothersome and, frankly, embarassing.....i can't adequately describe in words.
its such a downer.
i really wanted to celebrate this year.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Oh no! Healing thoughts, good vibes, positive energy of all types to you.

Chrissy said...

Details, please! What is going on with your knee? What's this about flats? I need more information!